Akon - Come Back To Me

Going crazy my heart is breaking
I can’t sleep at all
Trying to get through this
Don’t know how I’ll do this
I know that I only got my self to blame (only got myself to blame)
But that doesn’t help to ease the pain (doesn’t help to ease the pain)
I’ll just die if I can’t see your face


Until you come back
I can’t breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on it’s knees
I still need you beside me

Now it’s morning
Your still gone and
I still reach for you (still reach for you)
Don’t know how to
Live without you
I will, I can take back all the hurt I’ve caused
(take back all the hurt I’ve caused)
If I could give back all the love I lost
(give back all the love I lost)
The price I pay is just to high of a cost yea


Please forgive me (forgive me)
If we had one more chance in your life (one more chance in your life)
Till your with me
I’ll be half a life until you come back (back back)


MY SNOW WHITE = SHIN MIN AH ;3


earvin2k:

qindivi:

look at her omg 

SHIN MIN AH OSMI$JR# hi

earvin2k:

qindivi:

look at her omg 

SHIN MIN AH OSMI$JR# hi




.MY 19.

.15 Febuary 2012.

Coincide on that day, I was even 19 years old

I feel very happy on my birthday this time, I just feel my sweet seventeen falls on that day. Because I’d feel a lot more friends that show me affection, I got surprise for my birthday 3 times and although it is the anniversary of nineteen I still get lots of gifts.

The first time I am in the morning on the way home will jaty, I met Nancy Lala Leo Maria dan Wina with a look of surprised to see they are actually going to school they will give me a surprise birthday. Although it does not match what they want but I’m happy because my friend was trying to give a surprise for my special day :)

The second time, when I finished bullied by fellow students after school, when I get home, I visited RCS (high school friend of force 2011) they bring me a surprise cake and eat together in my house. but after that I actually cried in front of Vienna and lala who was playing at my house, I cried because it was disappointed with the fact Jaty since this morning to talk a little uncomfortable on BlackBerryMessenger. I mean tonight will take her to dinner with me but he did not expect such.

And for The Third, I went home at night Jaty to take her to dinner, when I would go into her room, locked the door, I think Jaty still angry, I almost cried again by opening the door again, I found jaty was carrying a small cake with a little wax on it and he told me to make a wish… Was out of my mind, I think jaty will not give me anything like that and it came true. I was very surprised and shocked that I was silent for a moment and just blow out the candles..

Thank god for this day, I’ll never forget that day. It was most impressed in my life! I really love Jaty, Shela, Citra, Tata, Angel, Topan, Lala, Winna, Nancy, Maria, Tyo, Gabby, Topan. I LOVE YOU, GUYS <3

I also do not forget to thank ucapakan sarahpearl, ruthfionna, and all my family who have given me gifts * kisshug *


Silence love about, Dad :’)

Do you hate your father?

            Yes, I’m :’)

Any act that he did it look always weird and unpleasant for us. Indeed sometimes the father forbade us to selfish and if it is think what he think about those of us who like to accuse us of sorts will act, but believe me though what he sometimes looks very larang is strange to us, but the truth behind it all she has good intentions for us, out of small things until large things he must have good intentions, that would later become her son’s good for the future. Cherished father of you, just like you love to yourself. Love your father, like him too and give you compassionate of you born to grow up as of now. Before all late :) I love you so much, Dad :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZMX6H6YY1M


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR LAUTNER!!! <3

Date of Birth

11 February 1992, Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA

Taylor Daniel Lautner was born in Grand Rapids, Michigan to parents, Deborah and Daniel Lautner. He, and younger sister Makena, were raised in a well-mannered, Roman Catholic household in Hudsonville, Michigan. At the age of six, Taylor began studying martial arts at Fabiano’s Karate School and he, along with his family, quickly noticed his unique and natural talent for the sport. He was soon invited to train with seven-time world karate champion Michael Chaturantabut (aka Mike Chat) and, at the age of eight, he was asked to represent his country in the twelve years and under division in the World Karate Association where he became the Junior World Forms and Weapons champion, winning three gold medals. In 2003, Taylor continued to flourish in the martial arts circuit where he ranked number one in the world for NASKA’s Black Belt Open Forms, Musical Weapons, Traditional Weapons and Traditional Forms and, at the age of twelve, he became the three time Junior World Champion.


Pink - Fucking Perfect

Made a wrong turn, Once or twice

Dug my way out Blood and fire
Bad decisions, That’s alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, this place, misunderstood

Miss “knowing it’s all good” It didn’t slow me down
Mistaken Always second guessing, Underestimated Look,

I’m still around…

Pretty, pretty please

Don’t you ever, ever feel Like your less than Fuckin’ perfect
Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel Like your nothing You’re fuckin’ perfect to me


You’re so mean, When you talk

About yourself You are wrong
Change the voices In your head,

Make them like you Instead
So complicated, Look how we all made it,

Filled with so much hatred Such a tired game
It’s enough, I’ve done all I can think of Chased down all my demons

I’ve seen you do the same 


This about love..

Love is a language spoken by everyone, but understood only by the heart

And

The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how they love them while they are alive

:””’)


Bean&#8217;s scrapbook :&#8217;&#8221;)
Scrapbook ini berisi tentang semua yang aku jalanin selama aku 3tahun berhubungan dengan Jaty, dari yang di masa kita manis manisnya masa pacaran, masa di mana aku marahan sama Jaty, masa aku putus sama Jaty gimana kisahnya, sampai yang selama ini hubunganku yang masih ga jelas sama Jaty semua kumpulan bukti dan foto ada di Scrapbook ini :&#8221;&#8217;)

&#8230;.Proses pembuatan Scrapbook ini &lt;/3
Tepat pada tanggal 17 Agustus 2011 aku kasih Scrapbook ini ke Jaty, sebenernya sih mau dikasihnya pas tanggal 16 Agustus 2011, karena tepat pada tanggal itu aku pertama kali kenal Jaty di kehidupanku yang artinya tepat pada tanggal itu juga aku genab kenal sama Jaty selama 3 tahun.
Pada tanggal 16 Agustus 2011, aku seharian kumpulin semua text message yang ada di hape aku dulu yang dimana banyak sms-anku sama Jaty waktu masih pacaran, tapi berhubung hapeku yang lama itu udah di kasih ke adeknya Jaty, jadi aku diem diem pinjem hapenya. Setelah itu aku salin sms itu ke nomer aku yang BlackBerry biar bisa aku capturein satu persatu. Setelah aku capture, aku cetak ke percetakan foto dari semua yang aku capture. Sore harinya aku mutusin buat ngerjain Scrapbook ini, ga lama kemudian dari itu aku justru berantem sama Jaty karena tahu Jaty yang lagi deket sama Mia (si wanita gatel) lagi. Gatahu kenapa dan ga habis pikir, aku tetep aja mau ngelanjutin bikin ini Scrapbook karena menurut aku ini penting buat aku sama Jaty sebagai tanda kenang kenangan selama ini.. Dan perjuangan pun belum selesai, aku kerjain ini sampai tengah malem ohh ternyata otakku belum bisa fresh karena banyak pikiran karena udah terlanjur buntet kebanyakan galau. Yaudah deh aku berniat ngelanjutin besok pagi.
Keesokan Pagi-Nya&#8230; Aku bangun bangun otak atik semua bahan yang mau di tempel ke Scrapbook, bingungnya minta ampun campur galau campur keburu buru, pokoknya gaenak banget deh rasanya :&#8221;) finally, aku mutusin buatnya dirumah Rya, sapa tahu Rya bisa bantuin aku.. Sesampainya disana, Rya semangat buat bantuin aku, aku yang udah setengah hopeless karena galau, jadi disemangatin Rya buat ngelanjutin, dan aku pikir aku ga mau sia-siain kesempatan bikin Scrapbook ini. Dari pagi sampai siang aku kerjain Scrapbook ini, dan finally jadi juga Scrapbooknya, dan rasanya bangga bangeeet susah payah kerjaiin ini :)
Malam hari, aku kerumah Jaty ketemu Jaty dan keluarga-Nya lagi pada kumpul. Aku dan Jaty tetep aja diem-an karena posisi kita sama sama masih lagi marahan. Aku langsung kasih Scrapbook ini ke Jaty dan Jaty aku larang buat membuka. Ga lama kemudian setelah Jaty nemuin aku, dia mandi karena dia siap siap mau pergi sama Mia (so hurt) aku nungguin dia mandi, aku antar mamanya ke supermarket dan dia boncengin adeknya ke supermarket, setelah itu Jaty langsung pergi tanpa pamit dann aku? Yaaaaa aku pulang dari tempat itu meneteskan air mata di perjalan dengan mengendarai motor :&#8221;&#8221;&#8221;)

Bean’s scrapbook :’”)


Scrapbook ini berisi tentang semua yang aku jalanin selama aku 3tahun berhubungan dengan Jaty, dari yang di masa kita manis manisnya masa pacaran, masa di mana aku marahan sama Jaty, masa aku putus sama Jaty gimana kisahnya, sampai yang selama ini hubunganku yang masih ga jelas sama Jaty semua kumpulan bukti dan foto ada di Scrapbook ini :”’)


….Proses pembuatan Scrapbook ini </3

Tepat pada tanggal 17 Agustus 2011 aku kasih Scrapbook ini ke Jaty, sebenernya sih mau dikasihnya pas tanggal 16 Agustus 2011, karena tepat pada tanggal itu aku pertama kali kenal Jaty di kehidupanku yang artinya tepat pada tanggal itu juga aku genab kenal sama Jaty selama 3 tahun.

Pada tanggal 16 Agustus 2011, aku seharian kumpulin semua text message yang ada di hape aku dulu yang dimana banyak sms-anku sama Jaty waktu masih pacaran, tapi berhubung hapeku yang lama itu udah di kasih ke adeknya Jaty, jadi aku diem diem pinjem hapenya. Setelah itu aku salin sms itu ke nomer aku yang BlackBerry biar bisa aku capturein satu persatu. Setelah aku capture, aku cetak ke percetakan foto dari semua yang aku capture. Sore harinya aku mutusin buat ngerjain Scrapbook ini, ga lama kemudian dari itu aku justru berantem sama Jaty karena tahu Jaty yang lagi deket sama Mia (si wanita gatel) lagi. Gatahu kenapa dan ga habis pikir, aku tetep aja mau ngelanjutin bikin ini Scrapbook karena menurut aku ini penting buat aku sama Jaty sebagai tanda kenang kenangan selama ini.. Dan perjuangan pun belum selesai, aku kerjain ini sampai tengah malem ohh ternyata otakku belum bisa fresh karena banyak pikiran karena udah terlanjur buntet kebanyakan galau. Yaudah deh aku berniat ngelanjutin besok pagi.

Keesokan Pagi-Nya… Aku bangun bangun otak atik semua bahan yang mau di tempel ke Scrapbook, bingungnya minta ampun campur galau campur keburu buru, pokoknya gaenak banget deh rasanya :”) finally, aku mutusin buatnya dirumah Rya, sapa tahu Rya bisa bantuin aku.. Sesampainya disana, Rya semangat buat bantuin aku, aku yang udah setengah hopeless karena galau, jadi disemangatin Rya buat ngelanjutin, dan aku pikir aku ga mau sia-siain kesempatan bikin Scrapbook ini. Dari pagi sampai siang aku kerjain Scrapbook ini, dan finally jadi juga Scrapbooknya, dan rasanya bangga bangeeet susah payah kerjaiin ini :)

Malam hari, aku kerumah Jaty ketemu Jaty dan keluarga-Nya lagi pada kumpul. Aku dan Jaty tetep aja diem-an karena posisi kita sama sama masih lagi marahan. Aku langsung kasih Scrapbook ini ke Jaty dan Jaty aku larang buat membuka. Ga lama kemudian setelah Jaty nemuin aku, dia mandi karena dia siap siap mau pergi sama Mia (so hurt) aku nungguin dia mandi, aku antar mamanya ke supermarket dan dia boncengin adeknya ke supermarket, setelah itu Jaty langsung pergi tanpa pamit dann aku? Yaaaaa aku pulang dari tempat itu meneteskan air mata di perjalan dengan mengendarai motor :”””)